This is how I feel daily. I know a lot of us do, but I'm not talking about emotions here. I'm talking about food. Every day I'm at the top of this roller-coaster when I wake up. Eating starts me down this hill with a momentum I can't seem to stop. Last time I lost weight, I've openly admitted I starved myself. This isn't good. I know. But the reason I did it wasn't just to be skinny. When I eat, it starts me rolling down this hill at break neck pace. By this I mean, If I eat I'm starving. Makes no sense right? I don't get it but it is a reality. If I don't eat, I'm not hungry. I could literally(and have) go all day without a bite. But the moment I put a bite in my mouth I'm ravenous. I don't get it! Am I alone in this? I'm so curious what other people think about this subject. Specifically people who have been overweight or currently are. I wish there was a way to stop it. It makes no sense that when you eat it makes you hungry when it's supposed to be the opposite. I wonder if it is something we all share. And if so, why do our brains work this way?
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